Sunday, August 19, 2012

Back to School & UPDATE

I cried through prayers tonight. I can't even believe it's time. 
I have loved, loved, loved this summer with my girl. Please pray for both of us tomorrow. I know the anticipation is the worse thing, and I also know that it does eventually get better, but that still doesn't make it easier.
 I talked to a sweet friend whose daughter left for her sophomore year of college yesterday. I asked her if it was easier this year than last. She said that it was better, but it wasn't any easier. That's how I feel too. It never gets easier--even though I know that she will eventually be okay, and we'll get into a routine. It still rips my heart out.
I will miss her funny comments, thoughtful observations, and deep thoughts throughout out the day. I will miss our mornings with milk and coffee in our pretty cups, our dance parties and tea parties, our cuddle time after she wakes up from nap, hugs all day long, and everything else in between.
Sweet baby girl, oh how you are loved. Mommy misses you already!!! I know you're excited to see your friends at school tomorrow! I can't wait to pick you up tomorrow afternoon and hear all about it!!!


Update: Our girl did great this morning! She literally woke up talking about school! I went in her room to wake her up this morning, and before she even opened her eyes, she said, "Are we going to school today?" :) She wouldn't take her backpack off all morning, and even though she is in a different room this year, and her school looks a little different, she didn't need/want to hold my hand walking in. She saw Mrs. Sandra (her teacher last year) and gave her a hug, and then we told her that we loved her and hoped she had a great day. She looked a little stunned, and then sweet little Cohen came over (her best little school friend) and held her hand! We walked out with that picture in our minds. What a sweet blessing Cohen was this morning! I also appreciated Daddy coming with us. I love that he knows when it is important for him to be there--even when I tell him that he doesn't have to come.

 I kept it together until I got to my car, but you better believe that I'm crying as I write this from my desk, and I cannot wait until 4 o'clock!! Praise Him!!!

(Excuse the awful i-phone picture!)
Ave posing with her backpack before we left for school this morning!

Wednesday, August 15, 2012

A few of our favorite memories...

These last few weeks of summer have been so much fun. Every night before Avaree goes to sleep, she asks me what we are going to do and who we are going to see tomorrow. :) It's been amazing, and it will certainly be an adjustment as we get back to our school schedules on Monday. We will all three be in school this semester, so it will likely be nuts again, but I am storing up all of our amazing summer memories to treasure in my heart when things get crazy! :)
We got to visit with Mrs. Ginger and Timber last week! 
 Ave and T love each other so much. It's just adorable, and it melts my heart. Avaree gets sad every now and then, and she'll tell me that she needs to go "to her home--by Timber." The other day she even sat on the stairs crying for her. It broke my heart, but I have to remember that that is all she has ever known. I wanted to sit down next to her and cry for my friend too, but I figured that wasn't the best plan! ;) So happy that we're still able to see them when we can!!




Love, love, love this picture of Ging with the girls! :)

 Just playing in the park... :) This is her new favorite accessory! ;)



Avaree also got to spend a couple of hours with Uncle Spencer and Aunt Shannon last weekend! They came in for Shannon's grandfather's memorial service (please keep Shan and her family in your prayers!), and I was taking pictures, so B and I dropped Ave off for dinner and a park date with two of her favorite people! I wish we could have spent more time with them, but I know that our girl had an amazing time! :)


 I crawled inside the slide to get this quintessential summer picture! I love it! :)





Avaree also got to go to school with Mommy one day last week! :) She was the best helper!! 
I wish she could be at school with me every day! 
We also got to play at Aubrey's house one afternoon, and then Aubrey came to our house another afternoon! Love her and her Mommy! This morning we got to play with Aubrey, Berkeley, Annabelle, and Landon at LaLa's house, but Mommy didn't bring her camera, so I'll have to get some pics from Lauren! Avaree had a blast! :)

Yesterday, I took Avaree to "Let's Pretend" for a Princess Tea Party!!!! WE HAD THE BEST TIME! It cost 12.99, and she got to dress up in whatever princess dress she wanted, and she got to choose all of her accessories (including hat, shoes, and boa). They put a little makeup on her, I painted her nails, she got to choose the PINK cupcake that she wanted, and she got to eat it with a golden spoon! They also served tea (warm pink lemonade) from real teapots in beautiful little tea cups! My girl was in heaven! They played Disney princess music, and after the first 5 minutes, we were the only ones there. We stayed for two hours, and she changed outfits twice. It was such a fun mommy/daughter date, and I'm sure we will go back! :) Look how beautiful she looked!!! :)


Of course, don't ask her if she dressed up like a princess, she'll just tell you, "I am a Princess!" That's right, baby girl! You're a daughter of The King! :)

Pray for us on Monday! It's going to be hard!!!

But first, we have one more summer fun day coming up! On Friday, we are taking our girl to THE CIRCUS!!!!!!!!! :) :) :) Can't wait to see her face!

60 years

On August 15, 1952, my Maw Maw and Grandaddy were married, and today they celebrate SIXTY years together. 

They have been through so much together, and they still laugh with and at each other. I have watched him sit by her bed side, and I have watched her sit by his bed side over and over and over again. They have supported one another's dreams, and today they enjoy life together. I feel very blessed to have that legacy in my family. I have so many wonderful childhood memories with them. 

They would be the first to tell you how blessed they are. 

Today, I am so thankful for their example of a God-honoring, healthy marriage in my life. 


Happy Anniversary, Maw Maw and Grandaddy! SIXTY years is quite the legacy!!! :)


Thursday, August 2, 2012

Where did the time go?

Today is one of those days where she seems so grown up, I just don't know if my heart can take it! It's like my heart is literally so full--bursting to the seams--that at any moment I could just eclipse into a pool of tears. 
On our way to the pool this morning...

On our way back from the pool to the apartment, she just broke out in song--unprompted in any way. She drew a little audience too. :) Love the choreography!
 I'm already teary about going back to school and missing these little moments. Love her so much.

Wednesday, August 1, 2012

Washington, D.C.: King of Kings Tour 2012


We took 87 students, and 22 sponsors to Washington, D.C. on the Crossroads Youth Choir: King of Kings Tour! It was such an incredible trip--so much so that I have struggled to find the right words to describe it. 
When Brandon first mentioned that the Lord had really put DC on his heart and that it might be the mission trip destination, I basically could only think of one thing: how many hours is that? :) ha! However, as He always does, what the Lord puts on Brandon's heart, he soon puts on my heart (and vice versa). I don't know that I've ever really felt like a minister's wife. Because of the season of life that we are in, I am unable to go to everything and be everywhere that perhaps I think I should be (as Brandon's counterpart in life and in ministry), but my first ministry is to my family. In that light, it was very difficult to leave my girl for 8 days (7.5 to be exact, but you know). However, the anticipation of it was much worse than actually doing it. We had only been in our new apartment a few days, and Avaree had been through so many changes in such a short amount of time, that I asked Martha and Eric to come here so that I could put her to bed on Thursday night, and then when she woke up on Friday, she would just be with them. I think it worked out really well, and I am thankful that they were able to do that. I also got to Skype with Ave every day but one (it just didn't work out one day), and I wrote her a letter to read for every night that I was gone. Martha said that she really enjoyed those. It helped me too. Avaree got to do so many fun things while she was with Gigi and Pops, and then they transferred her to Papa and Niecey in Houston, and she got to go to their house for a couple of days before coming back to Grapevine. On Friday morning (the 13th), after leaving the hotel in Maryland at 3:30 AM, I got the biggest hug from the most beautiful little girl (who had grown leaps and bounds, of course) that ran half the length of the baggage claim room to my arms. It was pretty amazing. Thank you to Gigi and Pops and Papa and Niecey for taking such good care of our girl! She is still talking about all the fun that she had!!!
Back to the trip...
 I enjoyed this trip more than any other because Avaree and I didn't miss a practice from after Spring Break on, and I felt really involved and connected to my little group since I had been meeting with them since then as well!  I loved, loved, loved getting to know my kiddos, and they let me give them lots of hugs! :) More than anything though, I loved watching these kids be the hands and feet of Jesus. I loved seeing the Lord use my husband in leadership throughout this trip, and I am just so grateful that I got to be a small part of it.  
I took 1300 pictures while we were on the trip, but I narrowed it down to several that I wanted to included in this blog. Here's your warning: it's long. :)
Before we left the church on Friday morning...

The drive to D.C. was absolutely beautiful!!!! I did have to take a little dramamine to make it through West Virginia, but it was still breath-taking!!! :)
When we passed through Memphis, Tennessee, I was just overcome with emotion. The last time I was in Memphis, I was leaving for Bogota, Colombia--the mission trip that changed my life. I am so thankful for all that the Lord has shown me, taught me, and blessed me with in the last 7 years. God is so good! 


All the girls before church at Wisconsin Avenue on Sunday morning! These happy faces sang their hearts out even with very little sleep! :)

 The best junior leaders ever! :)
 We had the honor of going to Arlington National Cemetery that afternoon. It was humbling, interesting, and beautiful. I would love to go back some day. 
 The stunning view from JFK's grave site...



It was unbelievably hot, but the kids LOVED getting to watch the ceremonies!
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The changing of the guards...
Carrying in the wreath that says "Crossroads Student Choir"...
Four of our students got to participate in the wreath ceremony at the Tomb of the Unknown Soldier. So powerful!!!


 Taps


So glad that our kids got to participate in this amazing ceremony!!!
The wreath that we donated sitting in front of the Tomb of the Unknown Soldier. This was such an amazing thing to watch.
 The kiddos in front of The National Harbor! Love them!!!

This precious little face belongs to Quinn. He was one of the 25+ kids that my family group had the pleasure of working with at WABC. We had five different ministry sites across the city, and we did VBS/service projects in the mornings, and then we all met back up in the afternoons for prayer walking and concerts in the afternoon/evenings. Brandon will be the first to tell you that the trip did not go exactly as planned, but the Lord had even better things in mind for us. Our kids and sponsors were so flexible, and the Lord honored our efforts in a multitude of ways.

For example, sweet little Quinn was talking to sweet Hannah Baker. Hannah was sharing with him about her Jesus. Quinn was telling her about the void in his life from not having a Daddy (as can best be described by a 5 year old), and then Hannah told him that he does have a Daddy--a Daddy that will never leave him--a Father in Heaven. Quinn was overcome with joy, and he ran over to his little brother jumping for joy exclaiming that they DID have a Daddy, and that they did not have to be sad anymore. That's worth it all right there, folks. The simple truths of our faith really can change lives.

Hannah wasn't the only one sharing her faith either, each of our students were so bold and open in sharing their hearts with the children of D.C. While we were in D.C., we were told that one in every two children in D.C. goes to bed hungry, while one in three adults is illiterate. Really? In our NATION'S CAPITAL? I was floored. There is beauty, honor, power, strength, and politics just a few miles from poverty and hurt. Praise the Lord that we were able to just hang out with these sweet kiddos for a few days, but Lord rise up some leaders that make this city their mission field. Will you pray for these sweet faces?
My sweet little family group! Love these kiddos so much!
Above: This is Carly Kingston--one of my new favorite people!!! :) She was my co-family-group-leader! She is amazing. This is her in "teacher mode"--of which she will be an outstanding teacher! She has one more semester to student teaching left, and then she graduates! She is also an amazing dancer, and she choreographed several songs for Crossroads! I loved, loved, loved getting to know her, and I can't say enough about her kind spirit and sweet heart! The Lord is going to do mighty things with this girl!!!

B and I in front of the Washington Monument (only you can't see it--ha). We took this picture for Avaree, and sent it to Gigi. She printed it out for Ave, and when I was unpacking Avaree's stuff I found it. She still carries it around sometimes. :) So sweet.

Loved, loved, loved getting to know this sweet family!!!! :) Thank you, Laura and Doug, for your leadership!
Singing in front of the Jefferson Memorial!!!


The Seniors with Brandon before we took them for their Senior Dinner at a seafood restaurant overlooking the water!
Brandon Barton: Solving the world's problems one goofy face at a time... ;)

Miss. United States (formerly Miss Arizona crowned the night before in D.C.) walked by. Do you think our guys would just let that happen? :) She was so gracious.

The LeRoys--love them!
Our kids blew me away. They were so quick to ask people if/how they could pray for them!

Jake praying for a sweet man in front of the Lincoln Memorial. So proud of our kids! They just walked around and prayed for/with people with boldness. 
An impromptu singing of "Rock of Ages!" This picture was taken after B figured out what song he was actually supposed to be singing! :) 



 Brandon and Doug... hilarious together; although, here they are in decision mode!
hilarious!
love this picture of my love...
Group picture in front of the Lincoln Memorial! Love that Stan is in the middle with his Vintage Jesus shirt! :)
The view from standing atop a column that I probably shouldn't have been standing on. Thanks to Rick LeRoy for keeping me from falling! :)
So I might have a little crush on the director... ;)

...and I might have just sat down and cried. It was such a surreal few hours there. We were able to sing about Jesus in our nation's capital. It still hasn't gotten old. :)



We got to sing Happy Birthday to sweet little Isabella! Melt my heart!!
:) 
Love that our Chinese visitors enjoyed singing with us! It's so cool that we really did get to sing to the whole WORLD in front of the Lincoln Memorial! 
Mark preachin' it in front of the Lincoln Memorial!!!!! :)
This little boy attached himself to Tyler on our first day at WABC, and he didn't let go! Tyler was so good with him! :)
Dawson had just mouthed, "Help, Mrs. Allison!" :) This little pumpkin LOVED him. :)
Lily LOVED Caleb. :)
Dawson getting squeezed again! :)
Soccer!!!
Mikayla and Hannah with the twins!
Zach just fell in love with this precious little one. It made my heart smile to see him playing with her!!!
Sweet baby girls. The Lord knew that I needed a group of kiddos where the oldest was only 6! :)

Eric was so precious with the little ones. 
My little family group and some of our VBS kiddos at WABC on our last day with them!!!!
Sweet Stacy and a precious little one!
:) Dancing! 
Love him and his big mouth! :)

Mark's birthday was on Thursday of our trip! Brandon called him up, and John Mark got to lead everyone in singing Happy Birthday to his Dad. It really was just a precious few moments. 




Precious little divas!
Brandon leading the choir with a little helper! :) It's a good thing he is accustomed to doing things with a little one hanging on him! :)


Sweet Cheyenne could barely sing for all of her helpers! :)
Loved getting to visit with Travis. He is such a sweetheart!
Sweet Laura--loved getting to know her!
Matthew and his little friend!

Dawson and Jessica--they made my family group so much fun! :) Poor Dawson--he got to be my little one on the trip! I made him hold my hand as we were walking through the Metro Stations! :) 
Sweet Mrs. Becky and her little friend!
Sweet Hannah and Madi praying with this sweet little guy! They gave him a bible!!!
 A few of our sweet girls praying for a woman that had been sleeping in the park. 
The Old Post Office Pavillion!
 I had to have a picture looking down Pennsylvania Avenue! :)

Us outside the White House!

 ...and we had a Conga line in front of The White House. Awesome! :)
I had so much fun with my Big love at the Smithsonian Museums!!! 

We took this picture for Ave! :)

Beautiful Capitol Building...


Singing with his kiddos on the steps of the Capitol...
A funny one of my guy to end this story in pictures. I'm so proud of him. I am so thankful for him, and even though his (Brandon's) timing, His timing (God's), and my timing don't always mesh, I am blessed to walk this journey beside him. I am blessed by his leadership. I am blessed by his commitment, and I am blessed by his love for me and for our family. 

As if I didn't love him enough, I fell in love with him all over again on this trip.

He's a good man, a Godly man, and a man that has been through his fair share of trials and triumphs, but it's so awesome to look back and see the hand of God through it all. And do you know what the best part is? 

Our journey has only just begun...

In conclusion, the trip was amazing. I was so happy to be home with my girl, happier when Daddy got home, and even happier when all the kiddos and sponsors got home that Sunday morning. God is good all the time. His mercies endure forever, and His plan is always best.